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Hey there! April's my name & I'm 26 this yr who comes from a mix parentage of Malay & Chinese plus abit of French & Arab (a real rojak I'd say coz I'm neither here nor there)... Luvs watching movies, hanging out wif my frens and do what a gal do best; shopping :p Simply luv the carefree life that I'm leading rite now coz it's juz too short to worry too much!! *winks* 
~ my Living heLL ~ 
{eiLeen} {NuR}
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Is this another dejavu?? It always happens to me after every dream... I've been having bad dreams for the past 2 nites and I juz hope it doesn't come true... Sometimes I wonder why does the past have to catch up with me when I'm trying so hard to put it behind me... Oh well! Juz hope that life remains the way it is now...
2004 has been quite a good year for me... Looking forward to a better 2005... To start the new year, let's just say part of my resolution has been fulfilled as I've found myself a new job in a hotel industry (something which I've been wanting to do)... As such, I'm glad to be out of MIS... This place is HISTORY!! Not that I regretted having to work here for the past 4 and a half years but things around here are really different after the change of management... Just looking foward to a brand new environment and not to mention the ppl that I will get to meet... (My frens hv warned me to behave myself when I meet those hunky angmoh guys)... Will try to but no promises... hehehe... *winks*
2 days of off and here I am back at work again!! But it's ok coz I'll be on leave again for the next 2 days : ) Now it's time to clear my leave (something which I've been looking forward to)... With so much things planned and ppl to meet, I'm gonna enjoy what's left of 2004 :p To kick start the week, I've got a wedding dinner to attend later this evening... Tomorrow will be a day reserved especially for my baby : ) Muz admit that our irregular working schedule is putting a strain in this relationship!! So much til we hardly meet (maybe once a week or even once every fortnight)... Usually it's only exchanging of a few calls or messages each day... *sigh* Oh well! Juz hope things turns out well for the both of us eventually!! (",)
Received an SMS at 6am this morning which reads "I'm back... Miss me??" I was so happy when I saw who it was from... He's finally back from his overseas trip... No, I'm not talking abt my bf... But he's a good fren of mine... Juz a couple of weeks ago, he wanted me to see him off at the airport but I couldn't coz of my stupid shift work... Anyway, he said he wanted to see me soon coz he bought something for me... How sweet!! Will probably meet him for dinner on one of the wkends when I'm not working... Besides, we've got so much to tell each other on the latest happenings...
It's been 3 weeks since I last updated my blog... How time flies... Hari Raya is juz round the corner and I'm still halfway to the preparations... Will have to start baking cookies this evening and I hope to get at least 3 types done :p Btw, juz rebonded my hair and and had it cut til shoulder length (which is a great difference from waist level)... No regrets coz I wanted it short after keeping it long for quite a while... Besides, it's juz hair and mine grows long fast!! Well, at least the comments that I get is nice : ) Anyway, been feeling down lately coz so many things happening at one go... I'm really in a dilemma of having to decide what to do wif my life now... Everything seems to be going wrong at this point of time and I feel like I'm breaking down sooner or later... Things always happen when I least expect it and to make it worst, at the wrong time!! My past's catching up on me, the present looks kinda gloomy and I dun even wanna think of the future for now... *Sigh*... Life's full of surprises and some of which can be kinda scary!! I juz want to leave everything behind for now and be by myself for a while to think things thru... Guess that will help most and I know if it doesn't break me, it'll only make me stronger!!
It's Sat and I'm working!! How pathetic can my life be!! One more day of work and I'm off again on Mon (I'm so looking forward to it)!! Anyway, here are the low downs of my off days a few days ago... Had lunch with that "someone" on Wed afternoon afterwhich I had to run errands for my bf's mom (learning how to be a good future daughter-in-law, perhaps)... hehehe... Went shopping with my bf in the late evening and he got me a pair of Gucci sunglasses (thanx baby)!! I'm actually eyeing on one particular Gucci handbag (let's see if I can psycho him to get me one soon) :p Thurs was photoshooting day for me for some Canon ads!! Got a call from my modelling agency the nite b4 telling me to go down for the shoot... Luckily I was off, or else it looks like I have to take urgent leave!! The shoot went smoothly and it was done quite fast coz I did my own makeup at home b4 I arrived and outfit was mine too :p God knows how the photos turned out but Fiona (the photographer) said she'll call me sometime next week once it's ready... Had dinner at Seoul Garden with my colleagues in the evening... It was a whole lot of fun coz when gals get together, it's always bitching and gossiping... "He" joined us later on and boy how they embarassed me afterwards... Trust these gals to come up with the suggestion of getting me to seduce him, etc... (God forgive them)... hahaha... But it was all for the fun of it... Our next outing will be sometime this coming week... We plan to break fast and go shopping after that... So excited at the thot of it coz shopping is my forte!! Will be meeting Jude (one of my best guy frens) tomorrow evening after work... Poor fellow juz broke up with his gf... He's been thru alot in relationships and it really pains me to see him so sad... Freaking ex gf of his is so fickle-minded... One minute said she's so afraid of losing him and the next says wants to cool off juz coz that poor fellow is too bz with work to keep her company... What the hell is wrong wif u, gal?!!? He's working hard for no one else but the both of u... So much older than me but what a disgrace she is!! Brainless bitch!! I dun believe in revenge but there is such a thing called retribution which I'm sure she'll get for hurting other ppl's feelings... I'm so gonna give her a piece of my mind (if I ever see her)!! Juz hope he'll get over her soon and find someone better... Hang in there, man!! You know I'm always here whenever you need someone to talk to... Anyway, it's almost time to break fast (2nd day of fasting)... My colleague and I are still thinking of what to eat... hmmmmmmmmm... My "chauffeur" will come and pick me up later... hehehe... Will be back for more updates soon... Til then, cherrios!!
Hey peeps! I'm back again!! I know I've not been updating my blog for more than 3 mths simply coz I've got no time... I know some ppl have been waiting patiently for me to update them on what's going on... One thing's for sure, work is killing me slowly!! What's more with the shift work, feels as if I've got no life at all!! *Sob*... *Sob*... Anyway, so much things have happened in my life for the past 3 mths... Someone gave me a palm reading and I muz say it's really interesting... I was told that I was to be married at the age of 25 (which was true but unfortunately things didn't work out well and so I'm still single... hehehehe...) if not it'll be when I'm 29 or 34... (isn't that too old... hahaha...) Health wise I'm good except for occasional headaches and gastric pains (which is true too)... The thing that I can't accept is that my career life will be cut short, meaning once I'm married, I won't be working anymore... Isn't that trading career for marriage... (No way!!) For those who knows me well enuff, I'm not the sort who can sit at home for long... I like to be occupied with things to do so that I won't feel bored... As much as I like to enjoy life and be a tai-tai, dun think I'm ready to sit still at home and face the 4 walls!! Speaking of marriage, planning to tie the knot is in the process... I know some ppl are simply waiting to hear this from me and believe it or not, I've got ppl offering to be my wedding planner, the MC for the evening, etc!! hehehe... Let me put it this way... My bf's been very patient in waiting for my answer to his proposal... (God knows how long... hahaha)... Til the point of him having to say he's waited too long to marry me that I realised I've made him "suffered" enuff!! hahahaha... Anyway, all these will happen only end of next year, if not early 2006... Til then, I'm still enjoying my bachelorette life!!
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